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Out with old…

and in with the new, or so the saying goes. Tonight,  I done a real adult thing which I’m quite excited by and want to share with you bunch. I have bought my first Apple Mac book! Hurrah.

Perhaps a small achievement for some of you, and not all too big if a deal. but for me, this has been on the wish list for a long time only it was never something I could justify spending on. I had no use for a laptop, not a half decent one anyway. Now, with my blog and spending more time online than I do going out, I thought it was high time for a splurge.

I know, I’m a little late to this game. About a decade or so late to be precise but better late than never right? I’ve got on that Apple bandwagon and branched out with the aim to spend more time with my blogging and social media interaction. I’d like to create my own wee personal profile of family life and decided to have all my images and files stored efficiently and effectively in one secure place, a laptop.

I’ve found some sort of inner voice as of late, one that comes out through my writing and I have found that actually, I have quite a lot to share and say. With being a new Mother and starting family life, I have more to speak about than ever and I am always scrolling online for ideas, tips, advice. With the use of my blog and writing, I’ve found it quite easy to access plenty of helpful material and gain a lot of insight to Parenting and dealing with life post partum.

I mean, not only now am I tending to a baby, I am trying to piece myself back together and find happiness from within. I am trying to learn to be healthy again and to be stronger each day. I want to show my Daughter that happiness comes from within and I want her to be able to love herself in ways that I have not yet been able to love myself.

I’m trying, and I find chatting online with other Mum’s and hearing/reading stories of others parenting journey and post partum  recovery really pushes myself through and gives me the motivation I need to continue to work on a positive body image. Blogging has really helped with opening up and reaching ort. Through my blog, I don’t feel so alone and there is always someone reading who can relate.

I can now blog on the go, hold my images close and have a wee device, a little space of my own. I woke up this morning sick of my old Acer that takes about three hours to do updates (really?!) and shuts down as I try to work on it. I decided on a whim that enough was enough, time to grow up and branch out. At a price yes, but with my blog becoming more of a secure hobby –  the only hobby I have stuck with since dabbling with a range of hobbies from childhood, I thought I’d treat myself to something that will last.

A secure device to hold lasting memories and I’m quite excited to get started, work on my blog as much as I can and explore other means and forms of social media. I think I’d like to build a social following online and make friends with more of you, interact and learn. It is 2018 after all and I can’t shy away from life and every day goings on forever.

A new laptop is something which I am quite proud of, I’ve only ever owned big standard, poor quality devices and have actually more recently been relying on my mobile to create my blog space and use the internet. To have a Mac will be so great and really bring me to push my limits and self motivate. I can bring this with me on the go as it is so lightweight and blog/note down ideas as I get around each day.

My plan is to venture into vlogging eventually, or at least give it my best shot. I’m not very good on camera though and I tend to shy away, something I’ll need to work on. I have traded in my old laptop and got a healthy gift card from PC World for doing so, I plan to save a little to add to this sum and purchase a go pro which will help with the transition from blogging to vlogging and really create a blog kit that I can make good content with and be proud of.

I am keen to edit videos and have my own home videos of family days out, holidays and just general family life. As Eleanor grows, my focus is on her more and more, I want to capture all of the moments of her early years and create home videos to look back on with great memories come years. Who knows how this will go but I have a plan and I am working forward to make my visions come to life.

Watch this space and keep your eyes peeled for new blogs. I like to be quite active with my blog, it tends to be a good way for myself to let go and take a break from the crazy day to day life. Has anyone got experience with a go pro or can recommend any other video cameras to capture and create content? Any advice would be welcome, I’m just starting out and though I have my own ideas, it’s always nice to get fresh opinions from others.


Keren x

A family filled festive Saturday.

Alright, now we are into the beginning of December, time to dig out the old Christmas decorations from the store and get busy… decorating that is. As the first Saturday of the month, we had some time alone just the three of us to enjoy. What better a time than the first weekend of the month to get the decorations up and organised to make way for Christmas day.


With a busy month ahead and such  little room to add to the calendar, we decided that it was a day to spend as the three of us and enjoy a whole lot of festive treats. First up? Coffee and cake from Starbucks and a trip to Ikea to check out the Christmas stock.

Ikea was a little disappointing, I expected to leave with a bag full of goodies. Tree decorations, chocolate galore, you name it. I already had set my sights on a mini haul of goodies but Ikea failed me. Not on purpose however, the stock that was in store was bland and not to my fancy. I wanted more sparkle and there was a good lack of that in store. Onto the next task.

Having left Ikea disheartened, we headed out to the Disney store to check out the Christmas baubles. Again, there was nothing to our taste and the selection was rather poor. Perhaps we were too late to the game but I felt online had more to offer. Having left the store we venture out to the Christmas Market with Eleanor in tow – she was sleeping soundly and missed out in the chaos of frantic shoppers rushing around.

I’m not a fan of busy. Busy makes me nauseated and uncomfortable, however for the sake of the day, I braved the market in the street. The market didn’t have too many stalls to browse and shop but there were fair ground rides to keep you entertained and an ice skate rink. The ice skating could have been a good way to spend some time but with Eleanor in the Pram, it wasn’t really the time. It was nice to watch the others on the ice for a little though.

There were a selection of huts serving food and drinks. Hot dogs, Pancakes, waffles, mulled wine, hot chocolate. Now we are talking. I opted for a mid afternoon tipple, warm mulled wine. Which left my body Just the right amount of fuzzy. Euan opted for a German hot dog with all the trimmings. Safe to say that we left with happy tummys and a feeling of Christmas cheer.


Home and onto the main event. The decoration of the tree. Eleanor’s first Christmas,of course this had to be a well documented event. We spent the evening decorating the tree together, hanging decorations as we shined them around Eleanor, trying to introduce her to the idea and concept of Christmas. The tinsel came out to play and I spent some time trying to get Eleanor to grab the tinsel and play with it, she was more interested in her songs that were on the television than the tinsel but I’ll keep at it.

The lights were thrown around the tree and turned on and the Lego train set was put in its place at the bottom of the tree. What’s a Christmas tree without a train set? Especially a Lego train set! I’m not sure how long it will last with the dog running around and the overlap of baby supplies but we will see how we go. I’m feeling optimistic.


Decorating aside, having had put the tree up, we spent time playing with Eleanor as she babbled away and told us stories. We sang songs together in the form of nursery rhymes, we danced around a little, played with soft and cuddly toys and the tree decorations. I’m super keen to have as much family interaction time that I can with my family and to introduce Eleanor to all of these special events such as Christmas. We had a really lovely time, there was so much fun and laughter from all three of us.

I live for the beautiful gummy smiles that Eleanor gives. Right now, we are seeing so much more of the smiles and hearing her tell stories as she interacts with us. The light in her eyes when you play and interact with her. I wonder what she thinks or feels. I hope she knows just how loved she is. I’ve never been more in love than I am with her. To see the world through her eyes. Ah, my baby.

I know that at just four months old she will not be able to grasp the concept of the holidays and the whole festive spirit but it would be wrong not to try and introduce her to the fun and teach her the ways. I have always loved the Christmas period, I think that this was inflicted on myself from my Mother over the years, she always made Christmas so special. I aim to do the same as she has done for me with my family. After all, what is Christmas without family and a whole lot of love?


We finished the day with a festive evening spent cuddled up watching movies on the sofa with a hefty helping of popcorn. Jingle all the way and Hacksaw Ridge were the movies of choice before heading off to bed for some big sleeps. I think we definitely deserved the long lie that we had ON Sunday morning. It’s a busy life with a new baby to care for, I tell ya. This mana is tired.

The whole day was so great and to have the time as a family to spend enjoying all of the good things in life is so precious. Family time is the best time, I love it being the three of us and it’s a shame that we can’t get more time together than a few hours of the evening and a Saturday.

It’s certainly a busy life and I don’t know if we are headed for a break any time soon. I’m keen to embrace the time that we have together and to document as much of this time as possible for the times when we can’t be together, I can look back on these memories and smile. Family really is everything.

Hope that you have all had a lovely weekend and spent your time well with your family and loved ones. I wish you all a restful Sunday evening.

Keren x